sigh... been a long time since i posted one of these... i been busy with life, had some ups and downs and now im back in the exact same depression as this time last year... i really hate my life right now.

I haven't had a journal in a wile so heres an update. yeah, im still working at Dunkin Donuts, my pay check is pathetically small due to below minimum rates and very few hours a week. i get to accualy use like 20 bucks, but it takes twice that just to fill my gas tank, so yeah kinda hard to actually do anything.

On a more positive note,I've started getting more computer related work so thats a little more enjoyable and has higher pay. And in a wile my boss may accually buy me a DVD burner. So i can finnally use all my video making software, :woot:. Hes also having me test my keylogger by having me put it the computers his employees use.
Now i have started to use my extra monitor so now i have a double desktop. And I've started using my torrent program so i now can get any software, movies, music anything really. I already have Wall-e and the happening. (all i could really think of that i wanted to see at the time)

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IDK im just really bored. and it wont let me change my mood! DX

so my life still kinda sucks at the moment. i have a job, but i havnt been able to work due to an injury so i have no income...
So to try to make a little extra money i am starting to put my file gathering and manipulating to use. I can now get music easily and cheap, burn them to disk, and print onto the disk (no not one of those sticky labels) so it looks like the real thing, granted i cant make it perfect without a really expensive disk press.
So I can just sell whole albums for 50% of what iTunes charges + 50cents for a blank disk, $2.50 for a disk with real album art printed directly to the disk, or just make custom mix CDs.
I may also be able to send mp3 files through e-mail.
So if anyone may want somthing, email music.root@comcast.net

for all comunication purposses regaurding this, my name is ROOT.

lifes just to complicated right now.... sigh... a few months ago my girlfriend had broken up with me and i was heartbroken yet again... since then i have gotten a car license and job so that makes life more hectic in and of itself. and then a few days ago she signs my yearbook with "i cant wait to go to semi next year... with you". so she says she wants to try to get back together for the fourth time... by this point i had been right on the verge of giving up on us and was about to start looking for somone new to try again... so i didnt know how to feel... i wanted to but i didnt want to just have her change her mind again and leave me back at full heartbreak a fourth time.. we were going to try but then after two days of talking she sends an email saying she thinks its best that we dont because "something happened" and she wouldnt say what... so now i dont know how i shoulf think or feel... i got draged back into hopeing and then was shot down again.... my heart cant tell witch way to go, still hope or ask out this other girl..

sorry it is so long and if you've read this far thanks for careing enough to do so.. somebody help...